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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Strands of Optimism
 "Dark and difficult times lie ahead, Harry" Dark and difficult times indeed, dark and difficult times. If you are a Harry Potter fan like I am, then guessing which HP movie does this famous quotation came from is just a piece of cake. Sigh. Blogging in the wee hours of the morning once again. As weird as I call it but I just found myself contemplating about certain things around me that's why the word 'sleep' is not yet sinking in. Questions and situations that are making my sleep a little more difficult. Have you ever felt like something bad is going to happen, yet for some unexplained circumstances, your fingers cannot point out what it is going to be? Well, I'm having one of those bizarre feelings right now --- BIG TIME! People often tell us to trust our intuitions when it comes to certain things. They say we should always trust our gut feeling. But what if my intuitions are getting out the worst in me? The mere feeling that I'm experiencing right now is just stressing the hell out of me. Added the fact that my fingers cannot point out what it is that's been bothering my mind at some point now. Is it really something that I cannot point out or is it just something that I am too scared to admit myself? More often than not, sometimes it is better to face something that you know for a fact is there than to face an unknown feeling that is foreign to you and you couldn't point out. Perhaps all of this is just because the universe isn't conspiring with my plans for the past few days that's why I am having a mind set like this. It's true how pessimism really has its own way of creeping up in a man's system. You may not know it until you're already swallowed with your own dark thoughts you can't get out of it anymore. I know it's not too late, at least I hope it's not too late. Maybe I'm paranoid or what, I am not sure. But I don't want to complicate things. All I ask is a miracle to happen. Please let there be something that would prove my intuitions wrong. The grass is always greener on the other side. I believe I still have little strands of optimism in me that can pull me up from these negative thoughts that has been pulling me down. Yes, perhaps all I needed is to have a little more faith in Him. I need to take all the time that I can get for the peace of mind that I deserve. We really need to to look closer to ourselves instead of searching so far. This is just a phase. Tomorrow is another day right? Yeah. Maybe at the end of the day, all I should do is to catch some sleep. Hopefully the next day will be better than the last one. |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. Greetings stranger! If you ever by any chance stumble upon this little world that I created myself in the vast and tangled universe of the world wide web, consider yourself warned. I am extremely well known for being enigmatic and difficult to understand. I may seem detached and incapable of revealing my innermost feelings simply because I am oftentimes unable to do so. Perhaps philosophical at times and is interested in what we called the unexplained. Consider me as a little bit of everything all rolled into one. On some days I can be social, fun loving, outgoing and creative on one hand my personality is also contrasted with being sarcastic, moody and stubborn. So while some days will be a hit and others a miss hopefully but most days, will be and should be better than others. Nonetheless, read at your own risk.In short, WELCOME to Planet Oblivion! A small planet in the blogosphere universe. Help me in my quest in finding a deeper meaning on what lies beneath this planet's surface. Don't forget to drop me a tag! :) thedeceptionist • Music: Punk, Alternative, Grunch and Pop Rock • Movies: Paycheck, Fight Club, Ocean's 11 &12, The Butterfly Effect, Cheaper by the Dozen, Harry Potter Series, School of Rock, Nick of Time, Fantastic 4, Sky High, Final Destination 1, 2, 3, Red Eye, Stardust, Premonition, Wanted, The Uninvited, A Series Of Unfortunate Events, Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street, 21, The Prestige, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, Slumdog Millionaire, The Uninvited • Television: Veronica Mars, One Tree Hill, The OC, Heroes, House M.D, Prison Break, Kyle XY, CSI, How I Met Your Mother, 90210, Glee, Melrose Place, The Vampire Diaries • Books: The Five People You Meet in Heaven, Tuesdays with Morrie, Slackjaw: A Memoir HP Series: Chamber of Secrets, Goblet of Fire, Order of Phoenix, Deathly Hallows, Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion The Witch And The Wardrobe, Prince Caspian, The Alchemist, The Devil and Miss Prym, Half-Moon Investigation, High Fidelity, Blue Bloods, Angels And Demons, American Gods outofrandomness findmeelsewhere |
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